First time I’m writing this. Idhi Confession antaro Inkem antaro teliyadu. I’m 22 female. Nenu 19 years unnapudu oka abbai parichayam ayyadu he was 25 then. I come from a middle class family and father leru inka naku eppudu love dorakaledhu. So this guy proposed me, naku accept chese chance kuda ivvale baita ventapaduthu venaka vachese vadu.
Inka ala nakosam antha attention iche sariki accept chesa aa tharuvatha chala baga chuskune vadu life suddenly turned beautiful. Kani naku 20 years ragane he started asking for sex. Naku aa age lo em teliyadu and at some point of time he literally forced me for that. Thanu cheppevadu that naku ni vadilo padukovalani undhi.
Inka nitho chala matladalani undhi adantha baita kudaradhu ani room ki thisukelli chala ante chala force ga sex chesadu. Inka tharuvatha nenu matladdam apesa but nakantu undi thanu okkade I missed him every much anni. Malli I went back to him so later he convinced mee, manam pelli chesukundam okasari elago sex ayyipoyindi kada, Inkem kadhu ani malli thisukelladam start chesadu.
So like that 3 years memu relationship lo unnam and recent ga all of sudden maa nanna health baledhu ani cheppi verai ammayitho pelli chesukunnadu. My world literally shattered at that time. Nakem cheyalo ardham kaledhu today I’m just living in that guilt. Naa varaku athanni true ga love chesa anthe but thanu em theliyani oka ammai ni vadukoni vadhilesi vellipoyadu.
Even though I feel thappu nade vadini nammi andhuku but trust me ekkadaina ammailu mosam chestaru vadhilestharu ani chusinappudu chala badhesthadi. Naa life lo nannu mosam chesindi oka abbai eh kada? Difference entante abbayilu baitaki vachi cheppukuntaru ammailu silent ga undi potharu anthe.
Naku prathi roju okkate thought repu nenu inko abbai ni pelli cheskunte, nenu kuda oka person ni mosam chesinatle avuthundi kada. Prathi sari anipisthadi na age ki na life lo unna situations ki I don’t deserve all this ani. But aa okka thappu valla look where I am today.
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