Hello everyone, Naa Peru Sakshi and I am 23 years Female currently masters chestunna United States lo. Nenu okka abbayi ni love chesina. His name is Praveen he’s one year elder to me. Memu past 5 to 6 years nunchi love chestunam. He was my everything chala love chesukunam, our love was so pure. I was only comfortable with him. I was being myself with him, Vadu unte chalu naku world lo evaru oddhu anni anipinchindi.
He was my best friend anni, anni share chesukone valam. We were very transparent with each other. Enni years relationship lo memu ekkuva physical kaledu. Because maa intlo chala restrictions untunde. Just once physical ayyinam anthe adi before coming to USA. Vadu mentally nannu chala strong person chesadu. Society lo ela undalli, elanti situation lo ela behave cheyali anni chala nerpichadu. Specially during lock down chala lonely unte moral support ichadu.
He was a knowledgeable person emanna badha ayithai first and only person whom I was sharing with, immediately nannu cool chesetadu antha ga close unnam. But vadu koncham orthodox person traditional, koncham restrictions untunde like dress covered undalli abbail tho matladodhu anni. I was ok with all that and also nenu masters cheyalli ante koncham arguments vastunde. Vadiki asalu nachale nenu USA velledhi, but nenu masters cheyalli anukonna chesta.
Masters chesi vachesta pelli chesukondam anukunam. After coming to USA, manchiga untadhi anukonna antha, but vadu na situation ni ardham chesukokunda chala restrictions pedtunde chala godavlu chestunde, abbail tho matladodhu anni. Ekkada povadhu anni for everything he used to fight, nenu kothaga vachina USA ki. So evaru naku close leru, so na limits lo nenu untunde eppudu.
But matladedhi mistake ante chala badha aythunde, time difference valla time workout avaledhu. Naku kastam untunde all these conflicts, unnecessary arguments asalu mataladedhi apesam matladina eppudo okka sari, feelings taggipoindi kani breakup avvaledu. Breakup concept ee lekunde manaki husband ante vadu matrame anni fix ayyanu. Ee madya nakku okka abbai Yashas anni parichayam ayyadu.
Naa sad depressed boring life ki light laga vachadu, he was making me laugh, asalu house and part time anthe naa prapancham. Vadu nenu inka iddaram chala close ayyinam. 4 people chala tirginam close ayyinam selfless unde ma friendship, routine life ki change vachindi. Chala navina after long time. okka sari night time na room lo nenu Yashas movie chuskunta ala ne chuskunta telvakunda padukunam, yashas nannu touch chesadu ah roju.
Idhi na India lo unde boyfriend ki nachadu, I’m doing wrong anni chala regret ayina. Next time ila ne ayindi, but appudu koncham touch ayindi appudu nachale naku. Malla idhe situation vachindi but comfortable ayyipoyina. Vadi touch naku manchiga anipinchindi warmth vachindi, slowly vadu lekunda nenu padukolekka poyina. Just muchatlu pettukunta pandukone valam. I used to like that so much. Slow ga kiss nunchi start ayyi cuddling ayyi physical ayyinam.
Initially enjoy chesedaani its not a big thing anukonedani. But nenu na boyfriend ni mosam chestunna anni realize ayyina, Idhi asalu forgive chese mistake kadhu anni chala think chesa what can I do anni. Chala think chesina tharuvatha decide ayina that I should end with him anni. Idhi antha easy ga avvaledu. Ee decision chala traumatised ayina ela unta vadu lekunda na life lo anni depressed ayina, edchina chala.
Vadu untada asalu nenu lekunda anni chala questions chesukonna, but nenu chesina mistake gurthu vachedi again and again. Ee Secret asalu life long hide cheyalenu anni chala kastanga, maa iddarki work avadhu anni chepina. Chala rojulu depressed unna tharuvatha ee madya lo Yashas naku moral support ichadu. I was normal again, one day he expressed himself he told he wants to marry me. Memu physical ayindi because he loves me anni ardham ayindi.
Nannu ardham chesukuntadu na past antha telusu he accepted everything anni consider chesina but complete ga ok chepaledu. Maa amma nanna opukunte nee pelli anni chepina, till now everything is good between us he loves me a lot. Naku feelings unnai vadikosam, but na life lo chala regret avutunna Praveen ki chesina mosam. Nenu Yashas tho move on ayyidedhi correct ah wrong ah ardham avvadam ledu. Naku please help cheyandi ee situation nunchi bayataki radaniki.
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