I’m 26 years male, Came to masters in 2024 in Chicago. I look really old for my looks. I know about my looks and my appearance. I had few crushes but never even dared to take a step. There was this one girl from my class, she grew pretty close to me. We used to go out only two of us, we used roam around. I know that Im going to be friend zoned but couldn’t help hoping it turns out into something.
I got a projector and invited her to my room to watch a movie, So aa ammayi vachesi endhuku hall lo Bedroom lo chuddam kada ani chepindi. So nenu bedroom lo projector antha right side set chesa, so left side wall paina movie vastundhi kabatti, only one bed undhi kurchodaniki. Alaney kurchunna after sometime naku nidrostundhi antey okay ani nenu kinda kurchoni nuvvu paduko annanu. She was like endhuku bed paina paduko ani cheppindi.
Naku mind block aindi, okay annanu. Inko comforter techa, she was like endhuku share cheskundam ani. Okay annanu, imagine 25 years virgin sleeping next to a girl chala dirty thoughts vachayi but I never took an advantage of it by mistake hair kuda touch cheyaledhu ala movie chusthu padukunnam. Intha jarigaka evvaraina friend zone anukuntara?? Koddi rojulu baney undhi again ignore cheyadam start chesindi.
Naku chala badha esindi, first koncham self respect tho unna but verai abbayi tho undey snaps petteddhi inka eppudu vaditho kanipinchedhi. So I was back of her endhuku matladatledhu endhuku ani. Okka 2 weeks tharuvatha endhi ni tourture inka matladanu ayithey enti ani. I opened up. She was like sorry I don’t have any feelings for you ani. Aa roju Night chala badha paddanu. Konni rojula tharuvatha she drunk called me.
Naku telusu I have given false hopes but the story she said was really hurting. I am already in a relationship (the guy she was sending snaps with) but they were having a lot of fights and that guy was flirting with few girls. You were a good friend but I don’t know why I impulsively thought of making him jealous, and grew closer to you. The night we were watching movie, her boyfriend made a plan to go clubbing with few of her friends not inviting her.
Dhaniki kopam vachi ila plan chesa, because one my roomates is her boyfriend’s friend who knew they were together so she would inform what happened, that we slept in same room. Everything happened as she planned my roommate told her boyfriend. They had a huge fight didn’t see each other for few days later both were sorry and got back happier then ever anta. Andhukey ninnu ignore chesanu.
Eeroju na bf adigadu ” aa erri puku ela unnadu “Naku sudden ga strike ayyindi intha false hopes ichanu ani. I’m really sorry anindhi. Nenu em matladaledhu phone pettesa. Malli call chesindi ettaledhu. Please naku guilty ga undhi edho okkati cheppu, nannu thittesey I’ll be happy ani message pettindhi. Nenu block chesa. Ayithey snapchat lo message pettindhi ” If I was not in a relationship I would be accept you”.
Naa manana nenu untey vachindi evvaru disturb chesindi evvaru. Style movie lo raghava laga aipoya. Vadiki dance ayina vachu naku adhi kooda radhu. Assalu em cheyali ilanti vallani. Entha kopam vastundhi antey thanu partime restaurant lo chestundhi. ICE ki call chesi chepeddam anukunna. Thanu kuda loan painey vachindi, India velthey ela pay back chestundhi ani call cheyaledhu.
I’m sure evey girl did this atleast to some extent, mi boyfriend ni jealous cheddam ani inkolatho close ayyelaga act chestharu. Imagine na pakanna padukunnapudu by mistake ga ekkadaina cheyi veskuntey nannu rapist antaru ga? Thanu chesindi evvariki gurthu raadhu. Ippudu kooda nenu chesedhi ela undhi antey aa ammayi venta padthu unatu undhi. Nadhi emaina thappu undha indhulo. After 2 weeks, 2 messages petta
“Nitho relation lo untu na pakkana padukundhi antei erri puku nena. Nuvva ani ni boyfriend ni adugu??” And second ” I will forgive you but you have to watch one more movie but ee sari queen size bed kaadhu, twin size bed” Ani message chesa, inka reply ledhu. Peeda poyindi, inka next time kanipinchina I don’t have to look away, adhey thala dinchukoni povali. I’m very happy that I said this words it really helped me move on.
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