Hello everyone !! I am writing this confession to see if I get any response or reply to my question. I am 27 years old women who is working in a IT field. Na question enti ante nak oka bf unnadu, vadu nenu ikkada join ayyaka nannu chusi relationship lo thesukuvachadu nannu. So, we are dating from past 5-6 months. Aithai naku first nunchi natho timepass chesthunnadu emo ani doubt unde, but day one he made his intentions clear that he want a proper stable relationship ani but okay he want to date me for 1 to 2 years because he said he is moving out from here after that.
I am like okay, naku kuda attachments vadu pothe ponnivu ippudu present lo unnadaani endhuku pogotukovali anukunna, vadu kuda adhe annadu. Alane nenu chala mandi abbayilani reject chesanu relation lo unnanu ani, I got many marriage proposals too but I rejected them because I have this boyfriend. So, naku chala rojula nunchi unna doubt enti ante naku commitment isthado ledho teliyadu, tana side nunchi naa meedha attraction undhi but naa side nunchi tana meedha emi attraction ledhu.
Sex and everything is good but I feel like something is not right in this relationship, Adhi ento ardham kaavatle. Overall relation lo anni aspects baagunnay, thanaki loyal ga undali and naku kuda loyal ga untunnadu ane anukuntunna nenu. I am sure whether I’ll get commitment or not. Sometimes I feel like I am wasting time, energy and effort on him because nenu eppudu aa topic thechinna he try to distract me and he said nenu move-out aithe long-distance workout avvadu.
So, manam tharuvatha kalisi untamo ledho teliyadhu and he never said “we will make it happen and work it out no matter what” but he keep telling me” we will see and we’ll go with the flow”. Sometimes I feel like he is like all other men out there who uses women and leave them. It is not like I want commitment from him for sure but I am thinking maybe I am wasting time but investing into something that takes me nowhere in life. If I date a real man who is ready to commit instead of him then I’ll be happy.
I am happy now, everything is going great in this relationship but not sure what he’ll do. What do you guys think? Sometimes I tried to breakup and go but he is not letting me go and now there is an emotional attachment. Ippudu em cheyyali Ee situation lo.
Mee life lo jarigina real confessions, feelings and fantasies ni natho share chesukovachu on my Gmail or Google Chat parikshithtelugu@yahoo.com. Nenu USA lo untanu and looking for casual meets and relationships.