Hi all, I’m 30F from Hyderabad, now in San Jose. Nenu na life lo okkasari kuda line cross cheyaledu never loved, never kissed, never even hold a guy hand also before my arranged marriage 7 years ago to my husband. Always obedient, never harming anyone, living a dreamlike.
Kani recent ga na life lo oka ochadu, Sandeep(fake name), 28 years, chudadaniki antha goppaga em undadu, oka house party lo first time chusa, we danced and vibed, andaru tagutu dance chestu busy ga unnaru, koncham fresh air kosam nenu balcony loki velanu. He came into balcony, floor midha kurchunnadu and I was standing.
We introduced ourselves and talking. Chala baga matladuthu flirt chesadu. Naku tappu anipinchina kuda I liked talking to him, stop cheyaledu tanani. Kasepu ayyaka while I was talking, he touched my feet and spontaneous ga edho kavitha cheppadu na midha, first time in my life I felt a gush of emotions, asalu em jarugutundo ardam e avvaledu. By the time he finished the poetry telikunda he started kissing, then I remembered that I was married and chala guilty ga anipinchindi and I left the party.
After 3 weeks, anukokunda I saw him in a restaurat, my husband said Hi and matladadu tana tho. Naku em cheyalo teliyaledu em matladakunda ventane vachesa, intiki ochaka tanu chala gurtochadu, sare ani vadileste next day I got a friend request on instagram, sare ani I connected, he asked me to meet in a cafe. Naku chala ibbandi ga undi but at the same time I didn’t want to miss his presence, sare ani I gave it a try, tanatho time spend chesaka I realised we had something, we kept on meeting and slow ga intimate kuda ayyam.
Things escalated quickly and munu physical ga involve ayamu. Ala almost 8 months travel ayyaka, we decided we should be together. So we discussed the idea of getting married and divorcing my husband, antha ok anukunammu. Sare ani na best friend evari party lo ithe sandeep ni kaliso tanaki cheppa ela ayindi, na husband ki divorce iddam anukuntunna ani, appudu tanu cheppindi tana friend kuda same elane affair lo unde sandeep tho ani, nenu peddaga em alochinchaledu it should be fine anukunna, but few weeks tarvata na friend malli call chesi tana friends circle lo inko mugguritho affairs unde sandeep ki ani cheppindi, completely shatter ayipoya inka. Shocking enti ante all 3 are married just like me.
Antha manchiga married life lo unna na husband ni vadilesi asalu intha pedda tappu ela chesa ani guilt chala perigipoyindi, inka em cheyalo teliyatle, na husband ki antha cheppesi sandeep tho breakup cheskovali ani anukuntunnanu.