Nenu 26 years male, Chicago lo unna. 3BHK apartment lo 2 desi roommates tho untunna. Valla lo oka vaadu let’s call him Arjun long-distance relationship lo unnadu. Thana girlfriend MS cheyyadam kosam US ki vachindi. Temporary ga maa apartment lo undedhi, until she found her own place. Initial ga normal ga undedhi polite, quiet, mostly Arjun thone matladedhi.
But situation marindi Arjun night shifts ki vellipotey, she’d be in the living room, watching Netflix, cooking sometimes. Oka sari night lo adigindhi, You want chai? Random conversations start ayyayi maa madhya. Homesickness, food, family, stress gurinchi matladam start ayyindhi. Oka roju, she said Naku anipisthundi ikkadiki vachaka, relationship stronger avutundemo anukunannu.
Kaani, I feel more alone now than ever. I didn’t know what to say to her, so I just listened. Next few weeks lo maa madhya closeness ekkuva ayyindi. Shoulder touches, eye contact lo something different undedhi. Oka night, Arjun night shift lo busy ga unnadu. Me and she were watching Ala Modalaindi. Emotional scene lo aa ammayi edusthundi. Nenu tissue pass chesanu.
She didn’t take it instead leaned on my shoulder. Aa moment lo silence. Kaani silence lo emotion ekkuva undedhi. Appudunchi spacing change ayyindi. Inka chala rojulaki, oka night she kissed me Shock ayyanu. I kissed her back Aa night lo touch, guilt, closeness anni mix ayyayi. Tarvatha malli malli jarigindi. Weekend nights. Same flat. Same sofa.
Nenu naatho ne debate chesukuntunannu. She’s confused, it’s temporary anni. But the truth? My heart knew I liked her. Then suddenly oka week taruvatha she left my flat. Just said me and my boyfriend are moving to a friend’s place. Instagram lo reels post chesthunnaaru. “Love of my life” ani captions peduthundi.
Aa Instagram post chusaka stomach lo punch lagatondi. Em cheppalo teliyadu. But one thing sure Naaku entha feelings vunna, naa place, aa story lo side character ni nenu. And here’s the truth. I know she follows this website regularly. That’s why I’m sending this confession. Maybe she’ll read this and remember what we had. Or maybe she’ll pretend it never happened just like she did with me. I became the side character in someone else’s love story.
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