Nenu almost 8 years okatanu tho relationship lo vunanu, it was long distance for some years. There were many things which I used to literally fight with him and beg him for. Manchiga ready ayinapudu 1 heartful compliment, eh disturbance lekunda day lo atleast oka 10 mins call, just wanted to feel important for him. I never cheated on him, I was loyal, all my friends knew about him. He had access to all my accounts, no secrets between us. He knew everything about me.
Songs edaina vinte I used to send the song to him, like I thought about you when I heard this ani. He didn’t even used to listen to those. Intlo matches chustunaru ani literally adukkunna marriage kosam, that was the last straw. Inka opika ayyipoyyi I broke up, tharuvatha I changed my office. New place lo evariki na past relationship gurinchi chepaledu. I wanted to start fresh. Natho patu team lo 3-4 members kuda joined, andulo one person a little senior to me, but he was very good looking.
He used to talk to me a lot about random things, initially I thought it’s because we both are new. If we had different shifts he used to wait for me, just to say bye. He used to make sure there was someone to keep me safe if I’m in night shift. He used to send all sweet messages every day, and then slowly he started sending me songs, like I used to send to my ex-and to my surprise, those were same songs. Our favorite songs, Color’s, movies, everything matched.
He used to accidentally call other team members with my name, everyone in team knew he liked me a lot. And He was doing everything I used to do for my ex, without even saying anything or expecting anything from me. I didn’t want to take it any further, so I decided to cut him off, but he kept asking if he had done anything wrong. Inka navalla kaledu, I told him about my ex, and I didn’t want to give him hopes, so better we don’t talk ani. He said he is fine with my past as long as it’s in the past and doesn’t affect us. He said he wanted to marry me.
Same time my ex contacted me again, I told him about my office colleague and suddenly now he was saying everything I wanted to listen kani I had no interest anymore. My ex started keeping all songs in status, saying he missed me, calling and texting everyday asking for a chance. I was getting everything I wanted with my office colleague without begging him, but na ex anni chestunte I felt he changed, my love has changed him, he realised my value.
Finally I accepted my ex back, but that was my biggest mistake. It was all a lie to make me trust him again. Yes cheppagane same old story. Suddenly one day he said he is marrying someone his parents chose. Intaka mundu move on ayyavu kada, alane avvu, manchi vadini chusi pelli chesko anadu. I couldn’t take it and attempted to end my life. Ma father nannu patkuni edcharu, I can never forget that pain. Emotional ayi na ex ki call chesi chepte, naku enduku cheptunav anadu.
He didn’t care about me or my parents pain. Malli nenu tana marriage life disturb chestuna ani anadu. Na life kante thana honeymoon ekkuva important ayyindi tanaki. Ilanti vadini Ela love chesa ani nake badhesindi. I was a fool to trust him twice. He showed me I didn’t matter the first time, but I kept thinking I can change him. I was Delulu in his love, thinking in the end it will be us. Please don’t be like me. Never go back to an ex, it’s same ending, maybe even more painful the second time.
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