I’m 27 years female, I resigned from my job back when I was 25, I couldn’t find any job. Inka nenu kalli ga unna anni ma parents suicide cheskunta, emotional blackmail chesi forceful ga oka NRI abbayi tho pelli chesaru. Aa abbai ki naku pelli istam ledhu ani cheppa, he was like pelli ayithe “istam” adhe vastadhi annadu. Oka dead body la kurchoni cheskuna. I got married and came to the USA.
Then, very 1st day he wanted to get physical, I said no, naku istam ledhu. He was so angry, called my parents saying she’s not participating in the sex. My mom cried and said please do it. Somehow aa roju em kaledhu, next day morning chala bayapadda malli night em avuthadho ani. But aa roju night we got physical he forced me.
I can’t protect/defend myself on my own. He was so strong, na hands, legs anni gattiga pattukoni kattesadu inka nenu sorry sorry ani cheppi, I’ll do anna, so he only did, nenu oka disti bomma la padi unde, it was very painful, aa process antha chaala edupu vachindhi wanted to die. Morning lechinanka, I was bleeding, he said that I’m weak girl, and he is not satisfied by me. He said that we need to get pregnant, and he wants a baby girl.
He went to bath, and naku athani phone dorkindhi. So Twitter (X) notification vachindhi, so I had to open. Then in his history of X motham ammaila videos eh battalu lekunda una videos, porn videos. I never knew Twitter lo ila untadhi ani. Telegram lo chinna pillala videos kuda unde. Adhi antha chusi naku chala ekkuva bayam esindhi.
Usa lo oka friend help tisukoni, nenu pelli cheskunna athanu 1 week office pani medha vere state velthe, nenu appudu India ki vachesanu, stayed at my friend’s place. Inka akkadiki ma vaalu vachi godva la meedha godvalu. I had to police complaint on my parents, I did. Police vaalu kuda maa vaalake support chesaru.
Inka na friend oka start-up lo referral tho job ippichindhi, it’s been 3 months that I’m working here earning money, staying in the hostel. All good kani I still get anxiety, panic attacks as I got physical with that guy, that night was horrible, scary oka peeda kala. Divorce kaledhu, asalu vallu eppudu em chestaro kuda ardam avvatledhu. I’m hell scared of the guy with whom I got married.
Mee life lo jarigina real confessions, feelings and fantasies ni natho share chesukovachu on my Gmail or Google Chat kadaveru87@gmail.com. Nenu USA lo untanu and looking for casual meets and relationships.